..........

Is it real or just a dream

Does he know how much

he really means to me 

the bright spot in my

lonely chaotic day

making me crazy in

more  than one one way

afraid that I'll see him

afraid that I won't

not knowing what to do

with these feelings I've got

mind reels

formulating a plan,

I almost had it

and then it fleetingly ran

all the while my brain screams

act natural